人不犯我，我不犯人；人若犯我，我必瞪人 XDXD

2010-06-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

What feeling you have when you've been despise or look down on by peoples? Frustrated? Feels no alternative to them? Angry? Having no feel? HAHA. Whatever. I'll just tell you a story about me that get look down on by peoples.

Well. Well. Well. I won't say who's that few persons are. Sorry for my selfishness 'cause I don't wanna make any trouble to my future life. Please do understand and care. ;)

Sometimes, life is this way. I might not rich, not a beauty, not a smart girl that takes good results; but I am always kind to everybody that if you be kind to me. Just like a Chinese quote said: If you don't affront me, I will not affront you. Yes, that's what I did. That's why I can love my friends and family so much. And on the opposite side, if I don't make any trouble to you, but you're the one who come and give a big cocky face to me or say something sarcastic but not funny to me, you'll die so quickly. I swear. I don't scold, but my eyes surely will staring you the whole day like you kill my dad.

And here's the thing that I dislike it. Family gathering at a Chinese restaurant, three tables of peoples, sure, there's so much of elders and few youngsters there around. Guessing what? Yes, is the youngsters that give me such as the cocky face that I've never seen in my life. Okay, I admit, they're my cousins. Not that kinda-close-cousins. I didn't even speak to them since I know their attitude is like that. Maybe just that few sentences that might not even get above 5 sentences in 3 family gathering.

Argh. But that day, doesn't even one word that comes out from my mouth. The whole family gathering, I just chat with my mom and grandma. And when elders ask something, I'll just answer roughly. Speaking about the bunch of "good" cousins, they're sitting opposite of me and look at me like I was an alien and show off about their SE handphone like I didn't have an handphone. I feel frustrated and boring right there. Never mind, you want show off? I'll play the game with you! MUAHAHA. *evils eyes rolling* XD

The situation makes it very funny. My grandma was chatting at the other side with my elders and leave me alone right there to play the "game" with them. I took out my Motorola V6 because I feel very proud of it. HAHA. Everytime my phone's camwhore function gives all the "non-Moto fans" a shock 'cause when the time I flip back my phone, it can be camwhore like you're looking into a mirror and camwhore easily happily. =p

I simply play my phone with the camwhore function, treat that like a mirror and comb my hair. They simply just feel that like unbelievable and look at me. WTH. You can camwhore yourself, I can't camwhore? =p

Lose the game, finally. They walk away to another table and sat with their parents. I suddenly feel relax without their show off-ing. HAHA. Sounds like a little badly but I just doing the way that I always did to someone who wants to play "game" with me. Come on, babes! You can't win the "game" without planning any good strategies like me. MUAHAHAHA.

After finishing the dinner, elders chatting there again. The "cousins group" started to stare at me again. What I did to y'all?! I kill your father mother auntie uncle? LOL. Before leaving the restaurant, I give a truly cocky face to them. You deserve it, losers.

Conclusion of this story: if you dislike me, walk away from me for at least 1000 miles away but not showing those kinda face to me. I'm born to live happily but I don't deserve this kinda humiliation! Cocky face, stare and show off. Is these only the great things they learn from moral values and school teachers? At least I learn to be kind to everyone but they don't want me to treat them kindly and give those cocky and arrogant face to me. So they're the one who deserve my cocky face at last. Story ends. I WON THE COCKY GAME. XDXD

*** To all my visitors of the blog, I need to mention that this is only for persons who treat me like an alien but not to my friends and family. If you treat me good, surely I will return a good and kind attitude to you. I love all kind persons in the planet. =D ***

New Year Resolutions

2010-01-03T18:08:00.005+08:00

Today is third of January 2010. Wow. How fast can time be passed by. A year is over, 2009 is over. However, nothing special for me. Just a new year. But I still need to review something special that happened last year, and of course, I also have some resolutions that I hope can be done in this year. Let's check.

January 2009, I just finished my SPM and sat down at home few weeks for doing absolutely nothing. That's why my parents keep telling me what to do and what to do for my future. But dad!! Mum!! I just want my future to be my future. Let me decide what I want. Argh.

February 2009, finally the CNY month is here. I celebrated it well with my family. My aunty Serene didn't come back this year and said she's quite busy. Hmm. A lil upset. After celebrated a wonderful CNY, i registered in Reliance College and started my brand new school life at there. Or should I call college life? Hehe. Actually if you heard of Reliance Travel Agency, then you'll know what am I studying. Oh. I haven't tell, I'm taking diploma for hospitality and tourism course~~ :)

March 2009, I went to Singapore again! This is the last time I went to Singapore before my aunty Serene immigrants to Shanghai. I felt happy but upset too. Ain't saying that I can't go to Singapore again, but this were the last time I went there to meet them before they really immigrants. So sad. I will miss them and Singapore. After that, I took my SPM result and omg, that's really damn sucks. Although most of the subjects I could pass, but none of them are A1 or A2! Moreover two subjects in the result FAIL!! Of course the two subjects is the most hardest subjects which is Add maths and Account. Geez. I never thought it'd come this worse. Sure my parents are not that harsh and scold me but I still felt sorry to them.

April 2009, nothing special for this month. Except my best friend, Yuetyen's birthday. But we had no celebrate as special as we think, just celebrated in McDonald's and ate at there. Haha. Nvm. At least our whole gang and birthday girl did enjoyed in it.

May 2009, time passes by too fast, my grandma passed away a year. She have an car accident on May 2008 and passed away in that accident. My mum is injured in that accident too. Luckily she's good after few months of treatment in hospital. We went to have a praying ceremony at temple during her pass away day. My aunties and mum cried sadly in the ceremony especially when they saw my grandma's photo. I understood their feeling. Hope my grandma will rest in peace.

June 2009, unbelievable! I went to Singapore this month again. Phew. Thanks to my grandma again. Haha. She said that she miss Singapore so much and hope to went there again. And it's because my aunty Serene went there for her working and meeting stuffs so this is also a reason we went there again. Haha. My whole family including me is so loved Singapore!!

July 2009, it's Laiyee's birthday month! We went to Neway Karaoke celebrated. Sing and sing and sing. This celebration make me truly addicted in singing karaoke. Yesh!! I love it so much. Thanks to my friends that make me addcited in it. Hahaha. Then I also went to Pahang this month for my college's OLDP trip. A wonderful and adventureous trip ever. I meet many new friends and learned many different things in this programme. Such a nice trip. Heehee.

August 2009, the month I created this stupid blog! LOL. Actually it's because I don't know how to write blog. All the blogs that I wrote is totally sucks. I wonder what is the reason. Haiz. My friend's blog can be that nice and full of addiction, but why mine can be so sucks? Grumbles in every blog. Shyt. I am so embrassed. But I promise I will try my best to write it better. Trust me. :)

September 2009, nothing else special though. Just some randoms college stuffs such as exams, assignments and activities. Exams sucks, assignments difficult, activities still ok la. Hehe. At least I didn't ruin my college lifes. Phew.

October 2009, what what what what what??!! My cousin and aunty Serene back to Singapore!! So which means what? I went to Singapore again. So sien man. Like few months went there one time. But this time quite happy because I can meet my Julian boy. Haha. My cousin, i meant. Nothing change, but his height almost same like me. Finally grew up, Julian!! I am so happy to met him again.

November 2009, I remember this is the most stressful month of the year because it's almost filled by exams and assignments!! Argh!!!!!! I hate this month so much. Stress is horrible but make sure you don't get crazy then everything would be fine. Haha. I still have the preparation of the FnB exam which is all the students needed to serve person and cook for person. Those person...... Is our lecturers or senior students. I am the one who responsible for decoration and server. Quite tough but finally can get through of it. Phew.

December 2009, after a loads of stressful stuffs, finally the happy month is here. My birthday month!! Concert month!! Christmas month!! Sure I am super happy that month. I celebrated my birthday with my bestiesss include YUET YEN, LAI YEE, TZE YANG, CHOW HONG, CHIA KANG, JIA PERNG and Yuetyen's bro YIT CHUN. They gave me a big surprised in this birthday celebration. We celebrated in Karaoke again, of course. I felt really happy and enjoyable that day. And the most special thing is, I finally get into the age of 18!! I am not a little girl anymore. I can marry!! Hahaha. Just kidding. I don't think I will marry that early. I'm still young!! Then the next day, I can finally watched my hubby's concert!! Raymond Lam Fung!! I went to Genting Highlands early in the morning with my family. Walked around there few hours and finally can saw him!! Yesh!! He is so handsome and cuteeeeee as usual. Fung!! I am truly addicted in him since few years ago. Of course the feeling of the first sight when watching him came out from the stage is super duper excited!! Concert went through very well. I enjoyed in it too. :)

Then the year 2009 finally over and get into 2010 now. I have few new year resolutions. Hope it can be done in this year. Hehe. First, I hope I can do well in my college studies. Second, I hope I can have my own driving license by taking driving test, of course. Haha. Third, I hope college can organize many trips as possible because I love trips with friends and mates!! Hmm. I guess that's all. Hope 2010 will be a very wonderful and happy-go-lucky year. Cheers for 2010!!

Musical Never Dies

人不犯我，我不犯人；人若犯我，我必瞪人 XDXD

New Year Resolutions